Financial anxiety
Yep. That is one my BPD flaws. Financial anxiety brings me a feeling of insecurity I hardly manage.
And because a few hours I paid a bill with all my cash left - money I hardly won by selling stuff I owned - it is strucking me at full pace.
I struggle for years financially and ever more since family is splitted up. I can't complain about my bank, because for months, my bank account as rarely been over zero.
And guess what, to save money I will have to even more reduce my food errands. Meaning even more struggling with #EatingDisorders ...
This is all temporary. As soon as our old house is sold it will be better. This is lasting for over a year now. Quite long.
Just needed to share. 🤯😔
Will be strong. I am worth it. One of yours. 💪
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