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and trying to find out what it all means to me, my #hubby and our marriage. Is it normal to doubt my #femininity and #notlikemybody right now? In a way I feel like I am now missing everything that ever defined me as a woman. Especially since I couldn't have kids due to #Endometriosis. I also feel like a grown up for the first time in my whole life. (I am 41 years old) Before I was more of a girly girl and tried to ignore everything serious. But now it is nearly impossible be happy at the moment.

It hurts so much when you tell your loved one that they seem unhappy and that makes you sad. I explained why I thought he was unhappy I had real valid points and situations. Then he says you always assume the worse. Or other things like its not that bad when you talk about a problem and how your feelings were hurt.
#MyBPfeelingsdon 'tmatter #Relationships #alwaysdramatic #wordshurt #thingsnottosay