Call me whatever idc but I have had hand me downs my whole life and for the most part I was okay with that I like things that are unique ...but I have suffered so fucking much this year in general I refuse to accept this shit ...I'm done I could care less ...
Kept ok throughout the day. But losing my cool now. #Damn . I need sleep & I know it. Only 4 hrs last night. - & sleep deprived all past 2 weeks. It's 20 past midnight ....as I sigh with my face in my hand. I cannot even fake a smile right now. It was an ok day ending on a somewhat sour note. I'm going to try to get some much needed sleep tonight. I am weak & exhausted😣. It's been a tiring day continually fending off negativity😔. Which kinda won in the end. Oh well😒. Sorry for my cussing,God😔..... & tomorrow is another day. I hope I get some good sleep . Soon. 😴 😴 😴
I’m trying to be more positive but theres this guy..i feel like hes trying to make my life even more worse, hes trying to blackmail me into sending him pictures..hes saying if i don’t he will tell my friends i did..i dont want people to think i did..him doing this to me makes me want to die even more..it makes me so upset and i dont know what to do..It doesn’t help that i want to die anyway. Hes just adding to it..but i feel like this is the last straw
#help #Suicide #laststraw
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