My mind is racing; I can’t sleep.
Look around at humanity…
Absorb the evil, manufactured poverty, abuse, mental and emotional turmoil, trauma, genocide, corruption, tyranny, and suffering.
Do you think God exists? If so, do you think God could be evil?
Is religion/God a control factor?
Just a “guide” to living a moralistic life?
If that’s true, then religion is the most significant fraud in the entirety of history.
I want to turn off my life like just sleep like forever But not actually die like just a coma or anything. no matter what i do I’m not relaxed or feel anything. Maybe I’ve experienced everything and every feeling no matter how many goals I’ve reached or how proud my parents are, so? What’s next? What’s the point of life? No matter how good you are people will always do or judge you in a wrong way. So fuck it.
I got tired and I’ve talked and said everything and I’ve lost the will to do or be anything what’s the point of anything? What is worth living for? All i do know is I could never handle any kind of pain ever again and i know I’m going to but I couldn’t handle any kind of betrayal or leaving or judging or anything not a single thing cause it’s going to always end up like in a bad feeling no matter what everyone will leave and disappoint me there’s the good and in the end the bad comes and I wouldn’t be able to take this bad phase ever again. #ThoughtfulHumans #Lostfaith #Anxiety #depressed #disappointment #Desperate
I hate the build up of going to school (maybe I’m fearful of something bad happening I don’t know) I get this feeling come over me that turns my stomach and makes me feel so ill so my body is convinced I’m not well enough for school. A day passes of not going in and I miss out on a lot. The next days comes and I get that feeling again, I don’t want to go but then I think of how much I’m missing by not going. It’s a domino effect and I don’t know what to do, I just want someone to help me and understand me
#Anxiety #Depression #Lostfaith
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