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Hi, my name is ShruthiSriganesh.
Do you think I made the right decision? I ended a two year friendship with my friend (and ex), because I found it impossible to cope with him being in a relationship with someone else. The unrequited love I had for him and the jealousy I experienced, plus the feelings of unworthiness and stress of seeing him with someone else caused me a lot of depression and pain. I kept turning to addiction and eating disorder behaviors to cope. And then I thought to myself, "I don't want to deal with this." And decided to address the root cause of the pain, which was being around him. I felt like, well, it can only get more painful. I tried for a year to turn off my feelings for him (and couldn't), if his relationship goes any further I don't want to see it, and if I'm being really honest (though I'm working on this) I don't feel I can be happy for him. Chalk it up to my own failings or the BPD, but I'm working on that part with God. But either way, I decided to end it because being around him hurt, I couldn't see his relationship progress, it was leading me to self-destructive habits, my feelings for him were preventing me from having a healthy relationship of my own, and I kept beating myself up for being single while he's with someone else. We were also very codependent and emotionally enmeshed. Do you think I made the right choice?
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Hi, my name is SkillfulRooster446. I'm here because I’m a teenager living with OCD and chronic pancreatitis. I’m learning how to cope.
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Hi, my name is CRPS62. I'm here because I was diagnosed about a month ago with chronic pain regional health syndrome. I didn’t know what it was at the time, but I had never experienced such severity of pain in my whole life and I’m 63 recent shoulder pain is where it began right after having suffered osteoarthritis, it got so severe over about three years that we decided for complete shoulder replacement surgery
Hi, my name is A1H2D3. I've been professionally diagnosed with multiple disorders. I came to share my experience and give advice where I can.
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