Yesterday, my school friend sent an old video of mine... It’s from that time when I was myself... As I said, I lost myself and that's what always pained me... In that video, I was laughing and doing everything that defined me... It always did... If I had opened it even 3 months ago, I would have gone into the pain that I lost myself... And, the regret would probably be so heartbreaking....
But, when I am watching this video now, I can literally point out that I am now doing everything that defined me and it always would.... It’s almost like I am getting my life back.... Back to everything that always felt like me... Yeah...
And, I am finding myself replaying it again and again... Not just out of pain or feeling guilty for myself, but it’s a divine peace....
Peace that is reassuring my heart, and I am feeling at home.........
What should I name it.... Probably, the hidden beauty of depression 🥀.... #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #CheckInWithMe #MightyTogether #CheerMeOn