We Are #MightyTogether

After three years of hellish mental tortures and pains I have gone through from the very person known as my father, I finally walk away from that man... He was never a father for these three long horrifying years... Rather, he was a monster... The mental abuses, traumas that one person gave me.... When I started to work on my traumas, I thought I would able to forgive him.. But, guess what he crossed every lines... I am still not able to process... I have always tried to give him a chance and what he had, he shattered my heart every single time... That man is so terrifying that he was emotionally blackmailing me... Can you imagine that... I thought forgiving is the best option.. But, some people just don't deserve that... And, I choose to walk away and with that clarity, I am not goona dealing with that monster anymore... I am so done... I don’t deserve the torments that man keeps giving me... Accusing me for something I am not... I am even ashamed to call him my father... That man just can't be my father... I tried but now, I am done with that man.. I have erased everything I could... That man has no right to keep tormenting me like that... I don’t deserve that... I never deserve that... The torment even got that extreme that I was literally feeling suicidal... He crossed that line.... Now, I am so done... I don’t wanna associate with someone like him... I am even ashamed to call him my father.... I am just not letting this man to torment me anymore.... This is over... Yeah, it is.....
Now I feel, some people just never deserve the kindness.. The chances... They don’t... And, you can never fix someone who never wants to be fixed...........
With this, I close the chapter of that haunting torments of three long years... In my healing journey, I would name it as a part of the story I have closed......... It’s over finally... #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #mental abuse #Trauma #SuicidalThoughts #CheckInWithMe #MightyTogether