Everything is on my mind currently. Wishing there was such a thing as wishes. When I was not medicated or diagnosed with Bipolar and Schizoaffective Disorder, I was all over the place with my emotions. My thought process was not right and so I made some hasty decisions that I still ruminate about to this day. Those decisions changed my life in not a good way forever and I'm having a hard time letting that go. Today I feel frustrated as heck because I am Bipolar and Schizoaffective. I'm viewed differently because of my diagnosis, but I'm still the same person I was then. The difference is medication is helping me manage the diagnosis. If I had known all those years ago that this is what was wrong things would've been different. How do you let go of that?
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