Negativebodyimage

This time, #SeasonalDepression has affected me in a bad way and I have felt like #hybrinating . This especially became more true, realizing all the #weightgained . 💯🤯😵😖
Yesterday, I pushed through my #hatredforcoldweather and did a #photoshoot . I was #scared because I #lackselflove currently. I have a #Negativebodyimage and #NegativeThoughts about myself... inside and out currently.
I sucked it up and had a blast, though I was cold, with my photographer friend that I model and assist. When she got cold, we were done. I prepared some outfits and she loved just the one I was in (the first outfit).
It was fun and I got #sunlight ... and fresh air... outside my normal walls of my 'den'.
It was #AGoodDay .

That’s what I see every time I look in the mirror. I always have that mentality as being “The Fat kid”. Back in grade school I got picked on and bullied. Kids call me names all the time. It was very demoralizing. Since then that image in the mirror is stuck with me. Always feeling disgusted. I exercise and eat right but it never seem enough. #BPD #Negativebodyimage #Depression #NegativeThoughts #Ihatemybody