Still Alive
Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️
#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #NonSuicidalSelfHarm #nssh
Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️
#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #NonSuicidalSelfHarm #nssh
Why?
Why must I get up, every day, and appease what the general population defines as “normal”?
I’m tired.
Ha. Tired is an understatement.
This brain never stops,
Just a boisterous machine;
Perpetually spewing vile yet indiscernible static into the void.
Receptors with sticky hands reaching out into the cold, for any warmth of attention.
Sleep.
The Calm of unconsciousness.
Nothingness.
I am TRYING. I am trying SO freakin hard it’s gross. I do not know how we do it. Like, literally, how are we all still here. Uhg.
*Pictured is the wedding cake I did this weekend for my boyfriends mother. *
#BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #NonSuicidalSelfHarm #Anxiety #Strugglebus