Rebuild

Im afraid my strength is going to be my largest https://hurdle.Every hurt, physically does damage and the days recovering sucks,pressure and https://vertigo.Exhaustion is part of the process, but its too much on my https://body.And I forget prior, a complete https://blank.I regret it everytime and then feel like I ran a https://marathon.I almost passed out yesterday, from the heartache of the https://kitten.I cant even call to https://check.I can breath and prioritize me, all I can https://do.I cant stand being mean, aweful and https://ugly.Ive let it takeover in a way I never saw coming. Letting yourself feel it, really https://hurts.Its not this pretty healing journey, it hurts, constantly,physically and https://emotionally.When your family disregards your pain, your confusion and reality, thats https://it.Theres what left?

Once upon of time I was in constant pain from the thought 💭 of others approval. Today I’ve learn a certain skills to lessen the pain of survival

Drugs became my outlet for my depression. At first, it was good, you can forget your problems and feel that unending happiness. But the aftermath was horrible, it made me deeper into pain and made me attempt suicide.

Now, I’m trying to rebuild myself one day at a time. We can do this.