Over the past year, while avoiding COVID, working thru my depression, anxiety, and PTSD, I have learned many things as well as had my eyes forced open revealing some unforgettable and traumatizing facts. I am having a difficylt time dealing with it. I am also worried because of these revealing things, I will never be able to have a meaningful relationship. I met someone who is funny, thoughtful and super intelligent. But my past or rather my fears because of my past has inhibited me from trusting. I ended up pushing him away and now he will not forgive me. What did I do? I called him a liar after a week of no reply to my text or phone calls. I freaked out. But he finally replied to that particular message. However, I'm still not sure if I can afford to believe anything he says, but he never communicated he needed space from me. And he said we would always be friends. Now he will not speak to me. I realize calling someone a liar is harsh, but after being married to one for 16 years (I am now divorced 2.5 years), I cannot risk being involved with someone else who lies again. Am I overacting because of my past or should I have given it more time and kept my thoughts to myself?
#starting to teach my MH peer support person how to play cribbage.
Told her to bring her fingers n toes cuz there's lot of counting your score up!
I'm grateful to be able to try this with her cuz I enjoy the game n she said she has played it before!
Just been years since she's had to count the"old fashioned way"! Not use a calculator ha ha.
I'm eager to have a new player so I
# My depression has gotten so bad now at 55 that as I go to sleep I pray not to wake up. How do I start all over at my age? I have lost everything.
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