Moms been dead now over a year. I don't miss her at all. So it's a funny feeling when, this morning, various texts came for her birthday from the family in the " group texts" While loving & being supportive to her other 3 children, she despised me since I was 19, 20 with my diagnosis of schozophrenia. Exposing the mental illness I inherited from her side of the family & quite likely, of which she herself had, but was in denial of having from shame,etc. So I feel very strange today. Feb.1- damn.😒😣😞 #Schizophrenia #thoughdisorder #Psychosis #Perception #LearningDifficulties