Truma

Hello I am here hanging out in front of a tv . I was up earlier looking for a snack and littering felt and saw my stomach move , like I was pregnant, I’m male and didn’t know what to think of it so I went to sit back down . And now I’m here asking all of you if it’s normal to hallucinate with me types of diagnosed mental illnesses ?

I've been through a lot these last couple of years. Whatever you can imagine, heart broken, toxic relationship both with parents and my boyfriend, immigration, ptsd, suicid attempts, hospitalisation in mental ward ..... to make the long story short: the Hell itself spat me out.

Now I feel lost! I don't know who I am anymore? what to do anymore? I cannot understand people, the way the behave, their cruelty and indifference, I used to be strong and determined but now I'm totally lost; lost forever! I cannot trust any therapist anymore since the last one of them was gaslighting me and by using hypnoticism force me to comit suicid and I couldn't prove it to the court since based on the stupid law in my country I have to had two starngers men as witnesses to prove my case and I hadn't had them...

I don't know what to do! I'm in desperate need of help and support.I cannot even ask my parents to help me since they are the reason of me being like this! abusive asshols

Around the world right now, at this very moment regardless of the timezone you are in,who can't sleep? #up all night #depression #Truma