I'm uncomfortable and hurt and don't want anyone getting close to me so I manipulate them. They're both intrigued and offended at the same time. I've always been alone with my depression and I just want to continue that way. People mock my pain and play the victim at the same time. I make alot of people uncomfotable, there's just no place for me. I just want to forget about being bipolar and what I do to cope. I'm so frustrated. #Bipolar depression #frustration #Sadness #Anxiety #unmatched #Borderline personality disorder #Bipolar anger #always uncomfortable #nothing matters