whereisthelove

Have any of you cried yourself to sleep because you are you and do not want to be or because you feel as though no one truly loves you at all.
#always

I feel empty.
I feel lonely.
I wanted to cry...whimper
I wanted to vent!
Is there anybody out there for me? Anyone at all?
It has only been a matter of 'what if'
I wonder who/where/why/how...
How did it get to this stage?
Did I do something wrong? My mind keeps telling me I did. My heart keeps beating fast. Heading in a direction of the unknown. Fear of the impossible. What disappointment. Finding my own self in someone else. My happiness. In search of it. How to explore it? Find my spark of joy!
What is my worth?
Knowingly aware conscious of my actions but doing it anyways
Painful
Endlessness
Hopefulness
Hopelessness
Felt a longing
Make effort
Fall flat on my face
Falter
Failure
Alone
Imagine the separation being compared
Not having a partner
Society expectations at the age of 25
Family ideals

19/03/2018
#Anxiety #Selfworth #mindset #Selfesteem #whereisthelove #MentalHealth #Stress