Alwayssick

I honestly need some perspective or advice, just something!!!! How does one be thankful for life when every little effing thing goes wrong or you get sick in some way dang near every day?!?! I'm honestly at a loss. I'm trying to be more positive. I'm trying to focus on the good things in life and how far I've come and my wonderful relationship with my hubby. But omfg am I tired of my body hardly ever feeling ok or normal. I'm tired of hardly ever having a smooth day. IDC if it's good or neutral I just want a smooth day. I just feel so defeated and want to cry so much. I haven't attempted to take my life in 10 years! But it's getting to the point that I often think it would just be so much better than living like this. I'm just. Idk. I feel broken honestly. #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #Alwayssick

#Alwayssick
I have fibromyalgia and arthritis so I'm always in pain, tired etc. Im working on the guilt. Like not asking my wife to heat up soup, since she is also sick
#Sigh #Love #tirednotsleepy