challenged

So it may not seem like a long time but I think it counts. I have not worked as hard has I am at this #New #Job ever and I have been working 20 plus years now. I have had physical labor jobs, jobs that I was responsible for me and others, repetitive jobs like filing papers, customer service, sales but even in all those different things I have not been so #challenged as I am at this job both #mentally and #physically . So #happy 2 month anniversary! It’s the small things that bring joy when the big picture seems to much. #CheerMeOn

I’m not comfortable sharing why, but I’m feeling very shaky and vulnerable. I feel like I’ll never be pretty enough alluring enough sexy enough capable enough smart enough frugal enough to satisfy..