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I seriously don’t understand why I even bother reaching out to mental health teams here in NZ. over 3 months ago I got told the mental health community team was the next step in better care and they have hardly called me and used lockdown as an excuse to but get me to see a doctor till earlier this week and even then I got told the same bs and got asked the same infuriating questions. I try and try to get the help I need and it blows up in my face like they just waiting for me to end up in hospital emergency room again. #nzmentalhealth #Depression #crisisteam #Anxiety #Doctors #Nosupport

2 days ago I tried to take my own life- I rang the crisis team and the only support I was offered was “you’re going to stabilisation group to help your emotions you’ll be fine” but in that moment there was nothing more I wanted to do than end my life, my arms are full of cuts, why aren’t I being listened too? why can’t I have some help now? therapy works but in the LONG term, what am I supposed to do right now?? the crisis team then argued that BDP cannot be helped, but what if I did end my life? would there be nothing that could be done then? help me please
#BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Suicide #NHS #crisisteam #Crisis #whywontyouhelpme #Selfharm