He doesn't want me anymore. I'm "too messed up".
It wasn't supposed to be like this. It's bad enough to grieve the loss of my old life but the man I thought loved me even though my accident changed everything, the man who talked with me about buying a home together, building our future and growing old together... has now expressed that I'm too messed up and he doesn't want me anymore. I'm to move out before rent is due again.
I can't even process it all. I have to give up my dogs, my home, my cat, my plans for the future... because I'm not worth it/too messed up? How can this be happening? #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #depressed #fearofnevergettingbetter #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Anxiety #TraumaticBrainInjury #DentateCerebellarAtaxia #PTSD #CPTSD #NotGoodEnough