I came across this today and needed to share I wrote so many posts and deleted and wrote and deleted as I feel like I need to explain why I shared searching for constant reassurance that I’m not going mad or that I am gonna be better or find out why this is really happening it’s hard I lock myself away .

I find it super hard to explain my pain and heartache to those who love me and easy to go online and share and motivate others and reassure them there is hope and lend an ear or just say something that may save that person that day .

But today was different I struggled to find the words to make my post relevant or hide my pain with humour or just explain myself but I didn’t I just shared and said I will tell all when I’m ready

But for now I just need a hug , a message , a kiss , a smile or a poem that makes me feel warm if just for one second ☝🏼 because that second got me through today

Who knows what tomorrow will bring but I just loved these words and felt like I had a hug and felt safe and warm 🤗 today so I’m passing it out to anyone that needs it too 💫💛💋 #virtualhug