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Frustrated & Extremely anxious

Hey guys, how is everyone doing? I hope you all are well, so a few weeks ago I started Calypta in the place of Vraylar and I have been having the worst anxiety ever. It’s awful I can’t sleep my mind will not shut off or slow down I don’t know what to do at this point. #Goingcrazy

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Doing the same thing again and again but expecting a different result everytime is what you call insanity.
Knowing that then why am i doing this.
They say seek help and i want to but from should i seek helf #help #seekhelp #whowillhelp #Goingcrazy #Crazy

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Anyone else have this kind of anxiety?

Daytime, not knowing what to do with myself. Distracting myself but I can’t sit still or watch a movie without feeling anxious and like I need to be doing something. But I’m so mentally exhausted I feel like I’m going crazy. Every morning I wake up anxious and feel almost lost, “what am I going to do?” And why don’t I feel like myself. :( I have this fear of ending up getting admitted for going crazy because I see no help or relief in sight. I wish I could feel normal again. Anyone else get this way, and what do you do? Watching tv is hard, and trying to lay down and relax is all I want to do but it’s almost impossible. Thoughts start racing. Nighttime it gets better for me..daytime is rough. Any advice would be appreciated.
This all started about a month and a half ago... I take tramadol for migraines, think maybe my meds? I have no idea, but am too scared to get off them and go through withdrawal. Been taking Valium when I can get it for the anxiety. Hopefully I don’t become addicted to that as well. But anything to make it go away..it’s definetly becoming an anxiety disorder. Appointment with behavioral health this Wednesday. The thing is..I can’t take SSRIs while on tramadol. So I feel like I’m stuck.. friend of mine suggested a natural herb called Kratom for anxiety but am too scared to try that as well. #Anxiety #Depression #lost #Endometriosis #Migraines #Goingcrazy

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Alone with my thoughts

It’s been a rough 2 weeks for me. I was diagnosed with BPD a year ago and I always knew something was up since I was a kid. But just in the last few weeks I have literally been alone for the time in my life. I have 2 boys that were taken from me by CAS for false charges and given to my mother in law. And now after 2 years my spouse has left me saying that I need to fix myself. My therapist even asked me what do I need to fix? That’s all everyone ever says to me anymore. I need to fix myself. So now I sit in my empty house, no kids, no spouse, alone with my thoughts. I am not a self harm type of person so I am not worried about that. I am just worried that I will go crazy. I won’t leave the house. I don’t know what to do anymore. #Goingcrazy #housebound #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder