Hardest afternoon yesterday, lotsa yelling, asked a neighbour for phone, went my own way, got home, big time SI and confused as to why people have ill intent, sorted clothes, incl donation, lost something important, headache and tired today, total sadness yesterday, sometimes other people dont make it through, however got groceries today, and out of darkness, bike just got repaired, expensive, and almost couldn't ride it, but so relieved I can as waited for the bus 40 minutes once last week, its usually a 20 minute wait and a long hike, its getting to me, appointment coming up and so hard to trust, Peace to you, sadness wins sometimes, it can take a life when people don't know how to care, you could just call, exhausted today, so exhausted