I think about the people I would hurt and the things I'd miss if I didn't stay. Years ago I remember hearing something that has stuck...."Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." I don't know who first said that, but I know it is true. There is nothing that can't be resolved. It is easier with my faith in God and knowing the He is in charge. Help will come, but in His time and not ours. We may try something and think it fails, but it is God's way of saying, "Not now." He has something even better in store for you. You are a valuable person. I know the pain, brainfog, anxiety, and the feeling that you can't continue this way; but you can!! You honestly can!!