Things could have turned out completely differently and this makes me so dizzy.
So many stuff my mind's showing me at the moment.
I am here by chance.
I did nothing to come here; just went with the flow; I built nothing to come where I am now.
If it wasn't for all the people I would have been still eleven.
I feel like my youth years just went without me really living them. Now I should be an adult, but I haven't lived what was supposed to come before (or - I lived it while being tossed around).
There's so many stuff I can't do now.
I just wish I had more friends and more stability.
I really wish I had the time between one people and the other to take a break and find my balance and myself within all the confusion.
I am consistenceless; I'm based on void.
[makes me a bit scared]
Wondering what I'm doing next. Let's see.