Things could have turned out completely differently and this makes me so dizzy.
So many stuff my mind's showing me at the moment.
I am here by chance.
I did nothing to come here; just went with the flow; I built nothing to come where I am now.
If it wasn't for all the people I would have been still eleven.
I feel like my youth years just went without me really living them. Now I should be an adult, but I haven't lived what was supposed to come before (or - I lived it while being tossed around).
There's so many stuff I can't do now.
I just wish I had more friends and more stability.
I really wish I had the time between one people and the other to take a break and find my balance and myself within all the confusion.
I am consistenceless; I'm based on void.
[makes me a bit scared]
Wondering what I'm doing next. Let's see.
We went from having #Summer temperatures to having #Autumn weather. I have been enjoying it. I know that the hurricane bringing in the cooler weather will not last forever, and eventually it may go back into the 80s, but hopefully we can hang on a little longer.
Living in #Florida is interesting. We live in Central Florida where there are theme parks and lots of places to visit. It is a great vacation location in the world. My husband works in the theme parks, as do many others in my family. Mostly Universal. I used to work there too. I sometimes miss it.
I just want to embrace the holiday season as much as I can, without my focus being on #presents this year. The #Holiday season is always amazing. The special #seasonal drinks are always so good too.. the ones from Dunkin and Starbucks. It's exciting.
Ugh. I am all over the place right now. But this is what's running through my mind.
My son had Senior pictures this past Saturday at a local park. This picture doesn’t do the tree justice! It was so bright, it, looked like it was made of gold. It was absolutely beautiful. It’s the little things. #EnjoyTheLittleThings #Beauty #Autumn #Spendingtimewithfamily #HighScholSenior2021 #Makethebestofwhatlifegivesyou