So I thought there might be a chance of #calm before tomorrow's #storm took time off #Work to sit with & #process my #feelings . No such #luck 🍀 I'm now waiting to collect my mother from the hospital as she's had an injury and can't walk. #Lord please give me #strength #Autism #PTSD #MentalHealth #Survivors 💞
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Hopelessness ,I was 8n and out of care since a child ,at 10 my step dad abused me ,it's hard to have a relation ship with my mum as I sort of blame her .I can't look after myself,let alone my mum.it brings back memories. I love her but I find it hard to visit her.im living messy ,don't take care in myself any more. Im going through the change.#Lord please help# I'm having flashbacks about my dirty dad.at 10 I had to bath with him with my cosy on when mum went out.i had to wash his toy.then he would over my back.gave me money to be quite and or hit me if I said anythink.i did try telling mum ,I'm sure I did .well I was put into care again at 11 told social servicers what happened.np my life is just sleeping I can't go out to socialize .can't answer the phone or answer the door .I think everyone is just sing me .
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