Losingthewill

Today has been rough. Not only am I struggling to fight my inner demons. The things that keep me up at night. The reasons life and everything in it make me anxious. I’m also having to deal with harsh words from someone who means so much to me. I’ve been told my “behaviour” is selfish. Purely because of depression and over doses. Should I be shamed in to believing I’m selfish? I know perhaps in some people’s eyes suicide is a selfish act. But I guess those people have never been on the edge.. Never been pushed to the point of giving up on yourself. I feel my life spiralling and I don’t know how to stop it. My head is a mess and I’m fearing its more than depression.. But, too scared to find out what else it could be. Please.. I beg of you mighty warriors, help me! Advice, positive vibes, virtual hugs, anything.. I need something at this extremely lonely hour.. #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #BrainFog #Losingthewill #Notcoping #help #Someonesaveme #Insomnia