Mentalillnesssucks

Today at school we were all watching solder comes home videos and whenever I see sad things like that, instead of crying like everyone else I laugh because I don't really know how to process emotions that well, so everyone what yelling at me because I was laughing. #Mentalillnesssucks

I am so depressed. I just need some positive thoughts today. If anyone could comment something funny or provide any words of encouragement to keep going, I’d love that. Thanks Mighty community ❤️. #RejectionSensitiveDysphoria #ADHD #Depression #Mentalillnesssucks #positive

#CheckInWithMe . My daughter is suffering with depression, and doesn’t find joy or happiness in anything around her. She is a 17 year old that has had her share of bullying, isolation, and negative thoughts. Any suggestions??

is the losing interest and becoming someone you can’t even recognize anymore. A few years ago, I was so different from who I am today: happier, carefree, active, extremely social and adventurous. But depression quite literally sucked almost everything out of me and left this sad, horrific mess. I don’t even talk to my friends anymore, I can barely remember the last time I went hiking or took pictures... I’m just so upset seeing this new version of myself because she’s not me. I hate thinking of her as “me.” She’s cold, less interesting, extremely sad, and boring. This new me just wants to stay home all day and be depressed, then complain about how she’s so bored and wants to go out. But I pushed everyone away. I have no one except my boyfriend. I pushed my friendships out the door and it’s no one’s fault but my own.

I want to go back to being me. I feel like a stranger in this body. I miss when I was happier and lighter. I don’t know how to get back to her though, and I’m afraid she’ll never return.

#Depression #Mentalillnesssucks #tiredofdepression

Argh. I'm a mess. Just been having a catch up with my group of uni friends. There's 6 of us - 3 just announced they are expecting again, one is emigrating and the other just bought a private practice. And me, well I made a wreath and hopefully won't kill myself. Ducks sake man, I was hoping at least one of them didn't have such big news. Clearly the defective one of the group :( #Mentalillnesssucks