I’m curious does anyone else have a place they go to when it goes to loud inside their head..? This place holds my demons very close to its heart, I’ve walked across this bridge many a times either it be for work or just to escape, some days it brings peace, others it awakens them inside even more to the point they want to walk out and explore the bottom of it. It’s a struggle and a daily fight we have, they won once and I went exploring but my heart pulled me back out and won over the voices. I should be grateful for such a thing as others aren’t as lucky but sometimes I despise myself for being so weak and leaving myself here to get hurt over and over again. Today I’m stood here crying trying to find peace and forgiveness in my heart for someone I love but it takes time, healing takes time and I have to remind myself that, I wanna be myself again and I’m still trying to find her, I’m praying she comes back out of hiding once day, I’m praying so hard. #Anxiety #AnxietySymptoms #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Y  #BPD #somplacequiet #myplace #alone #Broken #Brokenbrain #help