The Lamp Among The Gaslights.. #Narsissism #Hope #Abuse ,domestic #Survivor #warrior #Love #loveyourself
It's hard sometimes to keep your light.. childhood traumas so dark, and yet you always keep your spark!
They cannot take it from you even when they degrade you, make you bark, they know how to burn & bruse you so it won't leave a mark.. yet through all that you never loose your spark. A childhood reading the smiles of a shark..
then you fall in love, think it will save you like a gift from above.. finally someone who understands your pain, you can start to tell your story again.. but they gather information until the day they brand you 'insane'
they slowly lay the blame.. use your childhood shame, they play off it like a game.. slowly you are loosing your flame. But you can't see it in that timeframe.
Normal not until your spirit is broken and lame,
even then they still lay claim. Lay claim to the ashes.
Oooh then when the spell is finally broken, when you finally see trinkets not love's token.
That is when you must begin to open.
Grow back the flowers in your souls garden, Never again let anyone sell them, they are lucky to even smell them!