nobodyunderstands

So I just had to leave my house because one of my neighbors started playing loud music just as I was trying to get some much needed rest for a get together we will be having later today. It was perfectly quiet until I laid down for a nap. This has happened countless times before. I’m just getting sick and tired of this battle. It’s been years. Wish we could move but we can’t because I’m disabled and not on disability with a family of four. My parents are both in the hospital with Covid. Have nobody to talk to. My sister doesn’t talk to me so even while we’re going through all of this she’s pretending she doesn’t have a brother. Lost my uncle to Covid this morning. #Asperger #Depression #checkinonme #IfYouFeelHopeless #nobodyunderstands

For the 1 millionth time in my life I have realized that I'm nothing to no one. My life don't mean shit. People take my kindness for weakness. I feel like shit all of the time although I smile and keep going like the shit people do to me don't matter. It does and I'm tired of it. I already have constant chronic pain and then to feel and be treated like a nobody just tops it off. When I speak my mind and pop off then I'm wrong cause the tongue is a mighty sword and what I say can't be taken back although no one has a problem issuing it to me. I'm so tired of never getting a break. I'm highly educated but I can't I make a decent salary. I can't move up in life. I can't get out of this town. I can't get out of this world. I'M SO TIRED. I'M SO TIRED. I'M BEYOND TIRED. I HAVE FEELINGS. I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK. #SuicidalIdeation #enditall #sotiredofbeinginpain #nobodyunderstands

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