Oppositional Defiant Disorder

I wish God would love me and help me get out of my sister house and into my own house 🏠 or apartment I feel so out of place I just want my own space I don’t feel comfortable here and I’m thinking about just ending my life what is the point of living if God doesn’t love me anymore and help me get my own place and my own vehicle and a Godly wife to share this beautiful life with if I can’t have that then he doesn’t love me anymore and there’s no reason to live
#Anxiety

I’m just wondering 🤔 if I’ll ever find love again? Especially when you have the mental illness that I mentioned above! I truly miss being in a committed relationship and being married. I’m just worthless I guess and that’s why I want to go ahead and go to heaven now to avoid the pain and loneliness I feel right now. I honestly wish suicide was not a sin in the eyes of the Lord because if it wasn’t then I could go to heaven now and end the pain and suffering and loneliness I feel inside. I am a very loving and affectionate caring man and I love someone with all my heart and soul and I love the Lord even more I wish he would send me someone 😭😭😭😭😭

If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31). Paul continues his rhetorical questions after this. “Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies” (Romans 8:33).

You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world” (1 John 4:4). The powerful message of this verse means that Jesus, who lives in each believer, is more powerful than the enemy who is in the world

This is my new outlook on life and my new attitude

I’m going to start putting God first in every single facet of my life!!! I am not going to be baited into a argument or drama with anyone!! I’m no longer going to be baited into believing that God doesn’t love me anymore!! I’m going to let God take the wheel here and let him fight my battles I’m gonna fight them on my knees in prayer 🙏 currently I feel like my child’s mother is intentionally trying to keep me from seeing my child I’m not trying to bear false witness against her just merely expressing a concern or feelings that I have.

Proverbs 15:1-2 New King James Version (NKJV)
A soft answer turns away wrath, But a harsh word stirs up anger. The tongue of the wise uses knowledge rightly, But the mouth of fools pours forth foolishness. This scripture is how I’m going to respond to any thing said to me and I am going to do what the scripture says from now on!!!

#Depression I’m just extremely sad 😔 right now and I did take my depression medication today but I feel like it’s not doing anything because I’m just so depressed right now!! I’m worried 😟 and anxious 😬 about some things I wish I could just feel better ❤️‍🩹

#Anxiety ok so I started a new job on Monday and it’s not a bad job, I think I am gonna be by myself tonight and in which case I’m extremely scared 😱 and anxious 😬. I feel as if I should have a trainer for just one more night. I really want to do a good job and make this work out for me,but I’m scared I won’t be fast enough for the job! I really don’t want to fail and I’m seriously worried and scared 😱 I think having a trainer for just one more night would be best just to make sure I fully understand everything

#Anxiety so just a little while ago I took my night medicine and was praying to God on everyone’s behalf at the mighty!! Prayed for peace happiness comfort and healing ❤️‍🩹 but anywho I started getting really anxious 😬 I jumped out of bed really quickly I’m so scared to lay down and try to sleep again

#Anxiety so not long ago I took my night medicine 💊 and I was praying 🙏 for everyone on here and people I know independent of social media and not even long after that I started feeling anxious it was affected my breathing and I started getting worried so I got out of bed and started pacing it’s all I know!!! DESPITE ALL OF THIS I STILL LOVE GOD I STILL WANT TO SERVE HIM EVEN MORE NOW!!

1st John 4:4–> You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.!!!!! 🌎 !! We got this mighties because we serve a awesome God Amen 🙏 it’s all possible because of Him !!! WE CAN FACE TOMORROW BECAUSE HE LIVES!!!!!! I love y’all and good morning 🌞 mighties @xokat and @wheelie_wonder_a I wanted to wish both of you a good morning and remind each of you that Jesus Christ loves you and I love both of you the way Jesus Christ loves us!! I pray that both of you have a blessed and wonderful day with minimal anxiety or chronic pain I pray for healing ❤️‍🩹 and deliverance in your lives in Jesus Christ mighty name amen 🙏 Now that also applies to everybody else on here I pray for yall every night before bed because I love you all so very much and I want all of you to have a sincere relationship with Christ and I always pray for everyone to be saved and in Christ and I pray for healing in every single one of your lives I pray for you all to have strength and comfort and peace to be anxiety free, pain free, free of depression and fear I pray 🙏 every night for all of you wanting each one of you to be healed,delivered,saved by the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST AND HIS BLOOD 🩸 MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED AND HEALTHY IN JESUS CHRIST NAME AMEN!!!!!

Well it’s been another lonely 😞 day I unfortunately slept until 4pm got up made some coffee and tea 🧋 I cleaned the house and I am lonely and bored 😑 I miss having a special someone in my life and it sucks being alone and not having but only 1 friend and he’s busy with his own life I’m trying to be content with my life like God says to! And I definitely could be reading 📖 my Bible right now but I just wanted to vent