reachingabreakingpoint

Once again barely any sleep last night. Pain in every part in my body. My thought are getting so negative again. Really fighting to try and find purpose to my life. It would be so much easier to just end it all. I don't know why I'm here. My existence makes no sense to me. I'm just a neusence and a burden in this world. I feel like there is nothing left for me to do. I'm getting tired just tipping these few words. And now I'm crying again. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

things have been so hard these last few weeks, i’ve been really considering to end everything! i just want things to run smoothly, and be okay for awhile! i haven’t cried this much since the sexual assault and that’s when i thought the most about suicide and when it actually started! i just want to sleep and not wake up, i’m tired of being tired and i don’t want to fight anymore! #CheckInWithMe