warriorwithjesus

Today was a great day! I realize I can only embody the fullness of what that feels like because I’ve endured days where I couldn’t get out of bed ...days where I couldn’t see anyone... days where I didn’t have the courage to look some one in their eyes, knowing they were casting judgements on me! Days where I literally wanted to disappear, days I day dreamed about no longer being here. Days I didn’t want to even bathe, days where I used food to fill a void inside... days where I couldn’t stop crying..days where I was overwhelmed with shame and guilt while dancing in self pity. So today I’m not going to think about how far I still have to go. Today I’m going to rejoice in how far I’ve come. Today I’m going to stand in my power. Today I give gratitude to god knowing I have not done this alone. Today I will send positive vibes your way, today I’m sending you all the love and support even if today isn’t a good day for you. I promise it will get better just take it one day at a time!💜🌻✨✝️🌈