To feeling crappy
I am having a crappy morning today. You know those mornings where your mind gets bombarded by these random thoughts one after another. At one point, it just becomes so overwhelming that you just want to cry. And I have absolutely no idea as to what triggered.
These thoughts are pretty common but it's during such crappy mornings that they become more intense. Why I am the way I am, why can't I be more free, more social, more less stressed out, more like her, why did I do this?
All these memories from the past start coming asking me why I did what I did.
And I don't it helped the fact that I had a dream where both my parents got killed.
Yeah, I know. It was a terrifying nightmare to witness.
And those of you who read this on Christmas morning, I am so sorry to be umm so depressing.
I just wanted it to be released from my conscience.
#doesn 'tfeellikechristmas #2020sucks #crappymornings