I want to be a gentle supportive partner
He’s currently experiencing psychosis symptoms
I’ve seen him go through it before and it was in and out of the hospital for 1-2 months
this time it’s less suicidal tendencies which is amazing and I’m grateful to know he’s safe
But some of his actions and some of the things he’s saying to me are exstremly inconsiderate and hurtful
Examples he downloaded a dating app and then promised me he’d never cheat on me and has been telling me that his ex is meant to be in his life still (something like that)
How would you feel?
I’m genuinely asking anyone who reads this because personally
I feel disrespected and angry and just adding to the depression I’m already struggling with
I know that he is not himself right now
But it doesn’t make things hurt less
I’ve been trying to keep my cool and be here for him
But I have no idea what to do
The implosiveness is hard to keep up with
Constant cleaning and making sure nothing is set in fire
There has been so much age regression and I am lost on what I’m supposed to do
Any insight or advice is appreciated !
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