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My dad and sister told me nobody gives a sh*t about me and that is exactly how I feel

I wish people cared. I feel like everyday is going by and I am not as important as I want to be. I was in a mental hospital more than 10 times and when people see me they make it seem like it’s not that serious. It hurts my heart to know because I do have serious problems.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Depression #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #Anxiety #Schizophrenia #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Disability #ChronicIllness

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I had people tell me my life could be a lot worse and that my life will get worse. It would mean the world to me if that isn’t true.

I hope life gets better for me everyday in every way and I hope that for all of you too! I don’t know why people say such mean things. I emailed a model once and told her what I was going through with my mental health journey and her reply was that my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I swear I hope that’s not true because I deserve a life that always continues to get better for me in every way and so do all of you!
#MentalHealth #Disability #Addiction #ChronicIllness #CheckInWithMe #Autism #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarII #Selfharm #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Depression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #EatingDisorders #Diabetes #Cancer #Obesity #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma

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What can I do if I am ugly? People are so rude and disrespectful. I hate my face.

I have had so many men call me ugly. I used to go online and pretend to be other attractive pretty girls and when I showed them real pictures of me. I got so many nasty mean remarks thrown to me about my appearance. I know I am not the prettiest girl but at least be nice because I am a GIRL not a fucking boy. I hate the way I look. I can’t even be around an attractive female without being insecure because when a pretty girl walks into the room, they probably would get complimented right away and I never do. I am always by myself and plan on being by myself for the rest of my life. Attractive people piss me off. I don’t like being around them. I was never considered one. When I was little my parents said I looked like a doll and I had so many people say stuff about the way I look saying I am ugly mostly men. Sorry I will never look like Jennifer Lopez and some people probably really wouldn’t understand why I am this way. I really hate my appearance. Maybe if I lost all the weight I wanted and my skin cleared up forever, I would feel a little better about myself but otherwise no. Sometimes I see attractive people in public and just want to punch them. That is not gonna change.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Addiction #Disability #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BipolarDisorder #ADHD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Autism #AnorexiaNervosa #AutismSpectrumDisorder #ChronicIllness #ChronicIllness #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Diabetes

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I am not finding the type of mental help that I want that can help change my life

There was one time I was hospitalized in a residential treatment center in Florida and one of the female mental health techs that I kept talking to and opening up to told me to make a wish and it will come true. I feel like the wish is coming true but it wasn’t even like a big wish. I wish I made a better wish. I wish that I can have 100 more wishes come true because honestly right now my life sucks and I am barely living. I hope I can get my 100 wishes one day soon. It would mean the world to me if I do.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #MightyTogether #Disability #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Anxiety #ADHD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Psychosis #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #Depression #BipolarDepression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BingeEatingDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Addiction #AnorexiaNervosa #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder #Cancer #ChronicIllness #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #EatingDisorders #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma

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My dad is forcing me to diet if it wasn’t for him I would of let myself get fatter because I am not the prettiest girl in the world

My highest weight was 190. I was never the best looking and men never hit on me. All the attractive men I ever liked rejected me and made comments about me & my appearance. My dad is forcing me to diet even if I get skinny I won’t be happy with the way I look because I have never been pretty like a doll.

#CheckInWithMe #Depression #Anxiety #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #MentalHealth

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New to group (27F)

Diagnosed with schizoaffective last year and induced psychosis more recently. I joined to find support. My family system doesn’t believe in mental health due to their religious beliefs. My boyfriend has been the only one showing support for what I’ve been going thru… looking forward to chatting with yall.

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I hate my appearance

I used to go online and pretend to be other pretty girls to talk to attractive men and when all these men found out who I really was; I got called ugly. There was one guy in particular his name was Mike; he was a white guy with muscles, he called me ugly and fat. I got so much attention from men when I was posing as these pretty girls online when in reality when I am me, no attractive men talk to me or even pay interest in me. I hate the way I look. It sucks. Throughout my whole life men have rejected me. There are so many pretty girls out there that are depressed that I would love to look like. I just feel like I am different that I don’t look pretty like the other girls.

#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Disability #Selfharm #Anxiety #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #ChronicIllness #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ADHD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder

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