I deal with suicidal thoughts (which have been getting so bad I might attempt possibly. I will tell my therapist about this next week)
Struggle to go outsde
and just want to stay in bed and ruminate and die
Yet my abusers/shitty family all seem to function nornally
Going to work, chatting with people easily, integrating into life, and not seeming bothered or caring about how shitty they are
Why are abusers able to live easier lives?