Bipolar 2 Disorder

This boy in my class made fun of me and said I am not appealing. Honestly the same boy failed the class and might have a criminal record which makes me feel better because what he did to me was wrong. I am diagnosed with Schizophrenia Bipolar. I have had people be so mean and rude to me my whole life especially boys in school and just men in general. I have been called ugly my whole life. I am disabled and I am 29 years old. I almost got attacked twice in school like beat up too for no reason and it was by boys. My nationality is West Indian. That’s why I don’t plan on going back to school only doing online school because why do people have to attack me? I am not a bad person.
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This boy in my class made fun of me and said I am not appealing. Honestly the same boy failed the class and might have a criminal record which makes me feel better because what he did to me was wrong. I am diagnosed with Schizophrenia Bipolar. I have had people be so mean and rude to me my whole life especially boys in school and just men in general. I have been called ugly my whole life. I am disabled and I am 29 years old. I almost got attacked twice in school like beat up too for no reason and it was by boys. My nationality is West Indian. That’s why I don’t plan on going back to school only doing online school because why do people have to attack me? I am not a bad person.
#CheckInWithMe #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #MentalHealth #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Bipolar2Disorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Anxiety #Selfharm #Depression #Suicide #Trauma #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #SuicidalThoughts

The girl who did this, her and her sister took advantage of me and I hope to never see them or have people like that back in my life. They are such low life bums and what they did to me traumatized me. I am going to a therapist and I told them what they did to me. They are nasty. What is even worse is that they are of similar culture of mine and it makes me not want to be around people of my nationality because all that mistreatment I got from them. The girl who forced me to touch her boobs, I know this might sound harsh but I really don’t care what happens to her especially her sister. If they punish I would laugh lol. One of there family members was on the news for something really bad and if I knew all this information about them, I would of never talked to such awful people.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Anxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2 #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #PTSD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #Trauma #Suicide #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #SocialAnxiety

The girl who did this, her and her sister took advantage of me and I hope to never see them or have people like that back in my life. They are such low life bums and what they did to me traumatized me. I am going to a therapist and I told them what they did to me. They are nasty. What is even worse is that they are of similar culture of mine and it makes me not want to be around people of my nationality because all that mistreatment I got from them. The girl who forced me to touch her boobs, I know this might sound harsh but I really don’t care what happens to her especially her sister. If they punish I would laugh lol. One of there family members was on the news for something really bad and if I knew all this information about them, I would of never talked to such awful people.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Anxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2 #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #PTSD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #Trauma #Suicide #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #SocialAnxiety

I wish people cared. I feel like everyday is going by and I am not as important as I want to be. I was in a mental hospital more than 10 times and when people see me they make it seem like it’s not that serious. It hurts my heart to know because I do have serious problems.
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I wish people cared. I feel like everyday is going by and I am not as important as I want to be. I was in a mental hospital more than 10 times and when people see me they make it seem like it’s not that serious. It hurts my heart to know because I do have serious problems.
#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #Depression #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #Anxiety #Schizophrenia #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Disability #ChronicIllness

I am experiencing moderate to severe hypomania with dissociative symptoms. I get stuck in the past, imagining myself back in the past, as if I am there right now.

I don't know why I am experiencing this. It is getting harder and harder to control. Today, I experienced dissociative symptoms at work, throughout the day. I also spoke faster, was quick to react, and was impulsive, not thinking things through before making decisions.

I am afraid of the impact this will have on my work and life. I don't want my life to fall apart because of the hypomanic symptoms I am experiencing now.

#Bipolar2 #Hypomania

I am experiencing moderate to severe hypomania with dissociative symptoms. I get stuck in the past, imagining myself back in the past, as if I am there right now.

I don't know why I am experiencing this. It is getting harder and harder to control. Today, I experienced dissociative symptoms at work, throughout the day. I also spoke faster, was quick to react, and was impulsive, not thinking things through before making decisions.

I am afraid of the impact this will have on my work and life. I don't want my life to fall apart because of the hypomanic symptoms I am experiencing now.

#Bipolar2 #Hypomania

I hope life gets better for me everyday in every way and I hope that for all of you too! I don’t know why people say such mean things. I emailed a model once and told her what I was going through with my mental health journey and her reply was that my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I swear I hope that’s not true because I deserve a life that always continues to get better for me in every way and so do all of you!
#MentalHealth #Disability #Addiction #ChronicIllness #CheckInWithMe #Autism #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarII #Selfharm #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Depression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #EatingDisorders #Diabetes #Cancer #Obesity #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma

I hope life gets better for me everyday in every way and I hope that for all of you too! I don’t know why people say such mean things. I emailed a model once and told her what I was going through with my mental health journey and her reply was that my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I swear I hope that’s not true because I deserve a life that always continues to get better for me in every way and so do all of you!
#MentalHealth #Disability #Addiction #ChronicIllness #CheckInWithMe #Autism #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarII #Selfharm #BipolarDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Depression #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #EatingDisorders #Diabetes #Cancer #Obesity #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma