Bipolar 2 Disorder

I used to go online and pretend to be other pretty girls to talk to attractive men and when all these men found out who I really was; I got called ugly. There was one guy in particular his name was Mike; he was a white guy with muscles, he called me ugly and fat. I got so much attention from men when I was posing as these pretty girls online when in reality when I am me, no attractive men talk to me or even pay interest in me. I hate the way I look. It sucks. Throughout my whole life men have rejected me. There are so many pretty girls out there that are depressed that I would love to look like. I just feel like I am different that I don’t look pretty like the other girls.

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I used to go online and pretend to be other pretty girls to talk to attractive men and when all these men found out who I really was; I got called ugly. There was one guy in particular his name was Mike; he was a white guy with muscles, he called me ugly and fat. I got so much attention from men when I was posing as these pretty girls online when in reality when I am me, no attractive men talk to me or even pay interest in me. I hate the way I look. It sucks. Throughout my whole life men have rejected me. There are so many pretty girls out there that are depressed that I would love to look like. I just feel like I am different that I don’t look pretty like the other girls.

#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Disability #Selfharm #Anxiety #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #ChronicIllness #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ADHD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder

Gratitude is helping me heal I’m grateful for the small stuff. I’m grateful for the people in my life and those who reached out to me. Showing myself compassion every day helps me feel confident. Self care is so important. I’m thankful for my son who cosign for my apartment

Gratitude is helping me heal I’m grateful for the small stuff. I’m grateful for the people in my life and those who reached out to me. Showing myself compassion every day helps me feel confident. Self care is so important. I’m thankful for my son who cosign for my apartment

It’s my birthday today so I got my free sugar cookie latte at Starbucks. I get 5.00 off coming from Barnes and Noble so I’m heading over there soon and I have to exchange 2 pairs of jeans. I celebrate my birthday with my son and his girlfriend on Sunday . We are going to a pizza place for dinner. I only got 3 hours and 20 minutes of sleep last night because of anxiety and depression

It’s my birthday today so I got my free sugar cookie latte at Starbucks. I get 5.00 off coming from Barnes and Noble so I’m heading over there soon and I have to exchange 2 pairs of jeans. I celebrate my birthday with my son and his girlfriend on Sunday . We are going to a pizza place for dinner. I only got 3 hours and 20 minutes of sleep last night because of anxiety and depression