Do you need the movie star speech? #BoJackHorseman
You are the star of a movie...
Is it bad to relate to BoJack horseman? I have bpd and I’m on episode 3. I know the show is supposed to be funny, but I find myself crying while watching because I can feel bojacks pain and I see myself in him. Obviously not to the same extent as him (because he can be pretty mean and I’m very empathetic and try to be as nice as possible), but on tiktok I see people making fun of him and the people who relate to him, and that those who relate are toxic. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
it’s not news that things are tought all
over the world right now. I’ve been trying really hard to keep my #Anxiety at bay, especially because I live in Montgomery County, PA, a county under state of emergency for the most cases of Coronavirus. I’m trying to remind myself to stay calm and keep taking care of myself, but the story itself is overwhelming, especially when my whole county has been shut down. seeing this meme made me laugh so hard, especially since #BoJackHorseman is one of my favorite shows to binge. it bought just a little calm to me today, and reminds me to find some comfort in the uncomfortable. this situation could cause me to spiral, but I’m going to push myself not to allow that to happen.
So one of my favorite shows, #BoJackHorseman, actually ended today. the show’s end is definitely bittersweet as it helped me with my #Depression quite a bit. watching it made me feel a lot less alone with a long of my struggles, like toxic family and loneliness.
not to ruin anything for anyone, but there’s a poem in S6E15 that kind of serves as an anti-suicide PSA, and it’s kind of got me shaken up. it’s left me kind of raw feeling. I think about how those thoughts consumed me so much at various stages of my life, and how close I’ve come on numerous occasions. but hearing that poem in that episode...it’s overwhelmed me. it made me glad I hadn’t, but also made me petrified i had ever thought about it. the poem basically touches in regret in the immediate moments after an attempt when there’s no going back. it’s scary. it’s caused some anxiety. I decided to come here and talk about it because I’m just trying to process this feeling. I’ve never had it before. who knew a tv show could be so poignant? #Anxiety #Suicide #SuicidalIdeation