Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Smear campaign, trashing, ruined name...are people actually believing anything? I am a scandal according to my suggestions?
Let's go over my life according to the socials and suggestions.
Im a night walking prostitute whore cunt who trolls nightclubs for coke and meth, looking for John's to SA and bondage me now? And a sociopath or psychotic drug addict, with multiple stds, abortions,devil worship, witchcraft and sacrificed many souls? A delusional woman with a temper, anger issues, violent and a gold digger, yes, dont forget the money Ive spent on home repairs and upkeep, unfinished projects and bandaid instead of full https://repair.Oh and Im gay too. Im supposed to be going through some sexual identity crisis at some https://point.And Im also alone,by choice due to confrontation and the choices Ive made to only allow transparency and accountability, from others, for how they, treat me,in my https://life.I know, it is radical and selfish to want respect in return.

Smear campaign, trashing, ruined name...are people actually believing anything? I am a scandal according to my suggestions?
Let's go over my life according to the socials and suggestions.
Im a night walking prostitute whore cunt who trolls nightclubs for coke and meth, looking for John's to SA and bondage me now? And a sociopath or psychotic drug addict, with multiple stds, abortions,devil worship, witchcraft and sacrificed many souls? A delusional woman with a temper, anger issues, violent and a gold digger, yes, dont forget the money Ive spent on home repairs and upkeep, unfinished projects and bandaid instead of full https://repair.Oh and Im gay too. Im supposed to be going through some sexual identity crisis at some https://point.And Im also alone,by choice due to confrontation and the choices Ive made to only allow transparency and accountability, from others, for how they, treat me,in my https://life.I know, it is radical and selfish to want respect in return.

Grown adults used, my adult,23, son, to hurt me, still, after twenty years and he is stuck with their delusions and revenge.now he, has to deal with that shame, from them.
It gets him the male attention and gets them their https://information.I feel bad for him, https://still.He should be improving his life,his environment and wanting more than here,with us. All I wanted was clarity and security. I am fine now, not knowing what will happen if Brian was to pass, his family will not make things easy for https://me.I know they cant face me,they haven't bothered and he,Will, is being used. I am angry because people keep hurting him.Noone, considered https://Him.I cannot keep respect for those who never respected me.my family has been munipulated and mislead,lied to and thrown away,for pride and https://gossip.Its disgusting and https://sad.And people wonder, why is she mad?You involved my https://Son.I asked for it to Stop and it has not.

Grown adults used, my adult,23, son, to hurt me, still, after twenty years and he is stuck with their delusions and revenge.now he, has to deal with that shame, from them.
It gets him the male attention and gets them their https://information.I feel bad for him, https://still.He should be improving his life,his environment and wanting more than here,with us. All I wanted was clarity and security. I am fine now, not knowing what will happen if Brian was to pass, his family will not make things easy for https://me.I know they cant face me,they haven't bothered and he,Will, is being used. I am angry because people keep hurting him.Noone, considered https://Him.I cannot keep respect for those who never respected me.my family has been munipulated and mislead,lied to and thrown away,for pride and https://gossip.Its disgusting and https://sad.And people wonder, why is she mad?You involved my https://Son.I asked for it to Stop and it has not.

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Feeling it, protecting it and sorting it out,outloud to myself, with myself and for myself. No one, still, ever bothered to speak, to me, not genuinely. Noone initiating https://anything.Days into weeks and weeks to months to https://years.Im sad, broken and https://uninspired.I see how, why and Im disappointed in myself and the ones I placed in my https://heart.I am so unattached https://now.And jaded more than before.Grateful, was where I was, until others made sure I knew my place.Now, Im disposable and tired of hurting,caring or dreaming.
Sadness is real, excluding someone https://hurts.Forcing trauma to the surface is gross and https://munipuating.Im out of faith in https://others.Even the ones I believed in.