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In a loop, aware and justified feeling it All.#CPTSD

Ive been blatantly ignored, neglected and humbled by a group of women,two families and their friend's, for three years now.On purpose and only broken up with, by my mother in law.Recently by some others.Sabataged and blamed.All overcome with involvement by gossip, his denial, his choices, thank you. And the scapegoat trying to her Son, not to do what they had done and he did.Matters thrown to anyone who would take the bate.Put yourself in my shoes for once.Once in a lifetime, for second choice? No thankyou.I was voted out years ago, what is he, waiting for?He did the same thing my family has done, blame me, take zero accountability and not change anything or be transparent in his role.You cannot have others run your home, in your business and then deny it for three years.They went after me,and I am here trying, alone, by choice.to be told I do nothing.Ok,again it is me, again.im here while you are out there living telling people I cant, I wont and im miserable.Got it.Then sell the house and we can go our separate ways.I will not care for two grown men who treat me this way.And talking to them is useless.This was their plan.Ive been set up enough.

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In a loop, aware and justified feeling it All.#CPTSD

Ive been blatantly ignored, neglected and humbled by a group of women,two families and their friend's, for three years now.On purpose and only broken up with, by my mother in law.Recently by some others.Sabataged and blamed.All overcome with involvement by gossip, his denial, his choices, thank you. And the scapegoat trying to her Son, not to do what they had done and he did.Matters thrown to anyone who would take the bate.Put yourself in my shoes for once.Once in a lifetime, for second choice? No thankyou.I was voted out years ago, what is he, waiting for?He did the same thing my family has done, blame me, take zero accountability and not change anything or be transparent in his role.You cannot have others run your home, in your business and then deny it for three years.They went after me,and I am here trying, alone, by choice.to be told I do nothing.Ok,again it is me, again.im here while you are out there living telling people I cant, I wont and im miserable.Got it.Then sell the house and we can go our separate ways.I will not care for two grown men who treat me this way.And talking to them is useless.This was their plan.Ive been set up enough.

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Lydia is popping in to remind you to take your meds, eat something, and drink some water today. Happy Saturday from us both and we hope you're doing well out there, wherever you are ✨️🌈✨️

#MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety #ADHD #AutismSpectrumDisorder #Trauma #selfcare #Caregiving #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #MightyTogether

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Hi, I’m new here. I have complex trauma or CPTSD

After 34 YEARS of being in the mental health system and being treated for PTSD I recently discovered I have CPTSD ( which none of my caregivers informed me of- I discovered it doing my own research and they confirmed it). I feel like none of the therapists here understand the difference between ptsd & cptsd and it’s maddening. Then if I do find someone they don’t take my insurance. #CPTSD #complextrauma #desperateinnashville

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Hi, I’m new here. I have complex trauma or CPTSD

After 34 YEARS of being in the mental health system and being treated for PTSD I recently discovered I have CPTSD ( which none of my caregivers informed me of- I discovered it doing my own research and they confirmed it). I feel like none of the therapists here understand the difference between ptsd & cptsd and it’s maddening. Then if I do find someone they don’t take my insurance. #CPTSD #complextrauma #desperateinnashville

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If you could give your younger self a greeting card, what kind would you choose—and what would you write in it?

The other day, I found myself in the gift section of a local convenience store, picking out something for a friend. As I passed the greeting cards, some made me laugh, while others caught my attention with their beautiful and thoughtful designs. It got me thinking: if I were to give my younger self a card, which one would I choose, and what would I say?

I’ve been reflecting on this, and I think I’d choose one with pop-out butterflies, glitter, and bright, vibrant colors. Inside, I’d write: “You’re safe now. It’s okay to relax your shoulders and take a deep breath. You deserve to feel proud of yourself. Despite everything you’ve been through, you are a sight to behold—a true treasure.”

What about you?

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Patterns#CPTSD

Trying to trigger me, repeatedly is wrong.Taking my hurt and pain, mocking me, dismissing and continuing to do it, out of spite.I will keep it to myself for now.no one deserves forced pain,my anger is directly in proportion to what has been done, through strangers.Trying to break me with images, memes, past relationships and experiences.Who does that to someone like me? What purpose? I am not built this way, for this game.And I will fight back and hurt others with my words, to save myself this time.Why push me, why hurt my son and drive someone when they already are confused and alone.it is cruel and wrong.

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Patterns#CPTSD

Trying to trigger me, repeatedly is wrong.Taking my hurt and pain, mocking me, dismissing and continuing to do it, out of spite.I will keep it to myself for now.no one deserves forced pain,my anger is directly in proportion to what has been done, through strangers.Trying to break me with images, memes, past relationships and experiences.Who does that to someone like me? What purpose? I am not built this way, for this game.And I will fight back and hurt others with my words, to save myself this time.Why push me, why hurt my son and drive someone when they already are confused and alone.it is cruel and wrong.

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Removed and in boxes#CPTSD

To have your spouse side with the ones who hurt you, its a separate level of hurt.He sided with them, blamed me for what, they have done, as usual.
Im lost over how could someone do this and then,say It didn't happen.
They hacked my life, for nothing. To save her reputation or his.Need to prove how unstable I am, to prove he's a good one of the good ones.
This isn't love or care.I might not be smart or beautiful or employed but Im not stupidly sitting here thinking Im this and that, that I do no wrong.Who the fck made this story line, that I think I do no wrong? That Im not aware, of my own life? That I haven't been accountable, enough? For who and what? Seriously? For the hell my family put me through, over and over and over again.
Where is the line with these people? Whos the judge? Who does this family believe I answer to? I hate to inform, you, Christine, I do, me.no one else, so who do you think you, are?To contact outsiders, people you never met, strangers to intervene, and cause this much hurt, for your reputation as a MIL or a mother?Which were you trying to save? His reputation or yours?You ruined both lady for nothing, but remember your exact words...you love revenge.You and your boy,need help more than me.

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Removed and in boxes#CPTSD

To have your spouse side with the ones who hurt you, its a separate level of hurt.He sided with them, blamed me for what, they have done, as usual.
Im lost over how could someone do this and then,say It didn't happen.
They hacked my life, for nothing. To save her reputation or his.Need to prove how unstable I am, to prove he's a good one of the good ones.
This isn't love or care.I might not be smart or beautiful or employed but Im not stupidly sitting here thinking Im this and that, that I do no wrong.Who the fck made this story line, that I think I do no wrong? That Im not aware, of my own life? That I haven't been accountable, enough? For who and what? Seriously? For the hell my family put me through, over and over and over again.
Where is the line with these people? Whos the judge? Who does this family believe I answer to? I hate to inform, you, Christine, I do, me.no one else, so who do you think you, are?To contact outsiders, people you never met, strangers to intervene, and cause this much hurt, for your reputation as a MIL or a mother?Which were you trying to save? His reputation or yours?You ruined both lady for nothing, but remember your exact words...you love revenge.You and your boy,need help more than me.