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I turn 29 in about a month and I’ve never felt younger. I guess all my time in my twenties spent inside and going to bed early really paid off well. Learning to accept myself as I am, mental illness and all. My chemical imbalance stems from extreme childhood and adult sexual abuse and drug use (that developed after said abuse) I am not weak because I take medication, I take medication because I am too strong for this world to handle. I do not have social media to drag me down. I attribute my young looks to the fact that I don’t partake in trashing others. Kindness is karma. If you live your life free of hate you will be forever young. #SexualAssault #PsychiatricSurvivor #childlike #SexualAbuse #Incest #Bipolar1Disorder #ddlg

My husband/Daddy purchased this journal for me for Christmas. I used it for the first time today. I stayed home from work today because my injured back is acting up after cleaning out a fridge that is going out... But I wasn't totally honest that I am depressed and my mind is not in the best place. I didn't want to add to his already full plate. I am probably in trouble for hiding things but 🤷🏼‍♀️ Right now I feel like it was the right thing to do.