childlike

So my mom and almost everyone I know is better at #communicating than I am, but I’ll try my best to with this. Whenever I feel that someone has #attacked me for something I said or did, I get very #confrontational towards them and become very #childlike in what I say and do. Even though I’m in my late 20s I still have the urge to lash out at people if I feel that they have verbally attacked me for no reason at all. And much of the time, they haven’t, I just have read the situation wrong. I find it happening over #SocialMedia or over #Text or in person. I just seem to read people wrong or read situations wrong or to say the wrong thing or my #peopleskills are bad.

Bonkers. I have decided I am totally bonkers, but not always in a bad way. Aside from being clinically depressed, sleep deprived, and anxiety-ridden, my #Child -self is present today and wants to run around Wally-world and touch everything pretty and shiny! Here I go!