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☆" I Guess I Just Don't Understand Anyone Anymore.. I Waste My Time And Energy Way Too Much.. On Trying To Help Everyone.. I Don't Have To It's Not My Job.. But We Don't Have Any Proper Care... For #mental Health Of Any Kind... I Try My Best To Being Smile's To Everyone On Here... But Then Again That's NOT My Job.. People Sure Do Love To Take Advantage Though... Aka Fake People And Scammer's... All I Wish To Have A Decent Meaningful Friendship's... I'm Tired Of The Random DM'S... From Creep's... I Feel So Lost And Broken... Extremely Exhausted... All I Want Is To Just Cuddle Up In A Ball And Cry... I Feel So Alone In This World That's Violent And Unpredictable At Time's... " × #DeepThought 's ☆ SKADI ☆

So the last two days has been pretty tough for me, I can’t put my finger on exactly why but I’ve been pretty mopey 😔 and teary-eyed. I always have in the back of my mind the what if’s just sitting there taunting me but I don’t think that’s what’s bothering me. I’m 27 I’ve had lupus since the age of 8 so I’ve lived more of my life with it then without it so it’s pretty much all I know. I’m a pretty bubbly person for the most part I think why let everyone know how miserable 😩 I am if there’s nothing they can do about it and have them feeling down because I’m down and they can’t help then I’ll see them down and make me even more down so I figured I’ll fake it till I can’t😁. Music normally helps me out a lot but it’s just not doing it for me, maybe spending some time with my bf will help out. How has your day been? Share with me I really wanna know. #hey #toughday #Lupus #MentallyTired #tired #Exausted #Share #Fibromyaliga #Depression #MentalIllness #Music #DeepThought #musictherapy

♤" I'm Just Way Too Nice And Too Kind For People... Weather It's On Here Or In My Life " ♤ #DeepThought 's

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