Visited sister. Have you ever been chewed out for being selfish due to talking about your fibromyalgia maybe more than you realize?
She told me I was selfish, negative , and never asked about their health. I chose to see her point of view and told her I am not a good sister. I’m sorry. Fibromyalgia has destroyed my ability to relate to others…. My noise sensitivity irritates anyone with me too long. Don’t blame her. Help me, I feel so alone, and down on myself not worthy of being with family. They don’t understand me, I am sad and miss their loving me as they did before I got sick. Even my husband feels like he is lives in the normal world and I am in a wall he can’t come close to very much. How do you cope with the fragile emotions this all creates. Feeling very shaky and tearful today. Need words of acceptance.