Eyes

You see the faults in yourself the weird habits you have the way you smile or your body looks. #Autism #Love #lovedbymany #Confidence
But in someone else eye's they love your weird habits and your smile and the way you look. Someone most probably adores you without you even noticing just the way you are #MentalHealth

#MightyPoets #Eyes

They say “the eyes are the windows to the soul”
My soul and spirit are weary
Some self inflicted some
Through the deceit of others
My soul also holds my children the loves of my life. My soul is the Lord who too often yearns for me to speak. My soul is my bestie Lynne who is my rock. My soul is my mom and sisters and those I have lost...those loses are too many I feel for a 52 year old.
Somedays I wonder if the eyes I remember from when I was a teen, loving life not knowing the hurt life can bring the evil that is there will ever return. Tonight I realize I have a lot of reasons all of whom I mentioned above to take those eyes back ... the ones that one love of mine told me “when you smile it goes up into your eyes”.

Unable to even just close my eye lids.
It’s not as easy as before.
Sleeping is harder.
And the longer I’m awake,
just writing in the dark
Whilst listening to what
I mainly hear on the days
That have been even
Harder than now.
Even when asking
How I do it,
There is no way that
Even I could manage to find an explanation.
It’s harder to fake this smile
Hide my scars
And to give
The loudest and
Joyous laugh
Strong enough to make
Anyone feel better.
Yet, the only thing I fail to do;
Is find a solution
For my own problems.
I’m just a brown eyed boy,
Who hides
Late nights talks
And deep conversations
All up in my fluffy dyed hair.