We had a Halloween party last night that my wife organized. Our close friends were there but people I have never met as well. my anxiety was sky highfor a while, a few hours actually. I took my meds but it admittedly took more than normal. All I wanted to do was hide in my room or go somewhere else, but I knew these were not viable options. My wife was having such a great time, how the hell could I ruin it?!?, talk about being torn. #Anxiety #SocialAnxiety. The meds finally started to take and later on our close friends were mostly the ones left there and that helped. Once everyone left, I was exhausted but couldn't stay asleep. Now my Fibromyalgia is flaring, what a rollercoaster of a weekend. #IDontEvenKnow