Hey guys, it's my first post. I'm having a tough time. Four years ago, my daughter was born and I hate christmas and "sudden love from everyone because it's christmas" ever since I've lost her. Leukemia. Then, one by one, I've lost my husband, triplets, two older brothers, father and surprising amount of friends.

I'm alive because I have a couple of people who gave me their hearts and I gave them mine. I'll survive this time of the year. I'm trying to ignore as much of christmas bullshit as possible.

I'm not sure how to talk about my health. I'll tag it.

I just wanted to say hi. I'm here. I see you. I'm listening. And I want to be heard. I love this place, it's full of support, love and understanding and soft hugs. I'm sending one to each and every one of you. Stay strong 💜

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