Idk why but i can’t stop thinking about how much I want to be clean and stop using. But no matter what I feel like when it comes time to finally getting clean and quitting. I never can. A literal battle with a demon that is my own mind. And idk how to escape it or what to do. #helpme #idontwanttodothisanymore #juststop #whatswrongwithme
Hello, i'm still alive. I think I failed my oral English exam or something like that. I got too nervous and couldn't say anything right. I could feel a frantic heartbeat, cold in shaking hands and a lump in my throat. I almost died. D*** it! I don’t know whether I am glad that I am alive or sad because I have not died. 😫😫😫
- #idkwhattodo 😩
- #DontWorry, idn what to do too. ☺️
Thank you #HeartDefect . 🙃
#ifeellikemylifeisover every time I fail exam. 😅
#Headache, you are doing great 🤹♂️
For some reason my whole group felt that they were going to be executed...
I hope you are having a good time. That makes me happy for some reason. 🤔
So trying really hard to stay okay rn and I don't really have another place with people who I know have the emotional space to deal with my... Stuff. I hate bothering people with everything and I'm so scared that anyone I say anything to will just get upset and... Yeah.... Anyways... Here I am I guess? I wanna give this a try. Maybe it will help... #anxious #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #idkwhattodo #scared
well the other day I got called in to the counselors office and I didn't know why well you bet I found out first it was the fact that I wasn't paying attention in class and I had explained to her that it was because I was tired and the she asked why I haven't been eating and I told her that I had been eating and she told me that my teachers emailed her and told her that I had not been eating so she asked me again why I haven't been eating and I told her because I was depressed and she asked how long this had been going on and I told her since middle school and I know how to handle it then she said that I might be anorexic but I don't think I am. #idkwhattodo #onlyhuman #whyme
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