What are your tips for sleeping? I'm too warm & craving nicotine which doesn't help. I'm restless, overthinking, can't get thru to helpline. Doesn't help I've got a meetup tomorrow I might not go to. #anxious #Sleep
Today, yesterday and days before them I've gradually, but steadily gone down hill. I seem to have no filter on my thoughts as they come straight through to my out loud spoken words. I'm better off left alone to do my job then having him doddling around me doing nothing! I don't even want to go back but im as good as my word and I'd never let them down just cause I feel #depressed or #anxious . It just takes one question or the slightest hint of criticism from him sets me off and it's on. Thank God I at least have my days here by myself. He doesn't arrive till after 6pm. This attitude sticks with me and I'm short with anyone who talks to me. It just doesn't stop. This angry voice inside of me. I'm not this way . Can anyone relate?
Finally got a long awaited brain MRI and now the waiting game begins. I meet with my #neurologist at the end of the month.
What I have the most #Anxiety about, is not even knowing what I am hoping for. Outside of some sort of definitive idea of what I am dealing with and possible/probable treatments and solutions.
But I have just started thinking about worst case scenarios, and what if I get called sooner than expected because it's life threatening or something.
I'm still wide awake but I'm so exhausted. Physically, emotionally, mentally I'm spent. I'm brokenhearted that I let people use & take advantage of me too often. Every friendship I have is one sided. I give even when I have nothing to give because that's who I am. None of my friends reciprocate when I'm in need of a friend. I am so sad & alone. Why do I even try? #IntrusiveThoughts #lonely #anxious #Bipolar #doormat
I feel like im having Summer Sad(Not because i love winter,I hate it) I think maybe it's cuz i have some things on my mind that has been worring me. It's not like me, im always happy. It's just at the end of the day. I just hate when you fel #anxious and have a bit of #Anxiety
Do you like this when strangers at place just keep talking to you. I was sitting at Tim Hortons drinking tea and was gonna read. Well i waited for my dad when he had a apporintment at the doctors. This lady just keepted talking to me. ( I guess she was lonely or like talking) Sharing imformation about her meds/covid ect. I kind of felt uncomfortable. I was polite and just noted my head and was polite. lo
Y'all I'm am so #anxious . I've been experiencing low blood pressure. Today it was low that I felt SO dizzy. I felt terrible. So much so that I couldn't drive to get any of my errands done. I felt SO much #Fatigue . When I went to the neurologist last Friday it was low according to the nurse 93/65. This has been going on and off for a couple of months. Is there anyone else that has experienced this? I'm planning on calling my pcp, but he's not the greatest. I'm really anxious about this. I dread the idea of going through the process of finding out the cause. I really don't need this.
I already suffer from several chronic illnesses, some physical and others mental health related.
#Anxiety #Depression #Fibromyalgia #Migraine #Hypothyroid #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #CPTSD
LIFE CAN BE TOUGH, WHEN YOU'VE LOST A LOVE YOU RESENT LIFE ITSELF,
WHEN THEY FLOAT ABOVE
OH OUR HEART BREAKS
WE CAN HARDLY BREATHE
HURT OVERWHELMS US SADLY IT NEVER LEAVES
WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER, YOU ASK AGAIN AND AGAIN
THOUGH THE PAIN STILL KEEPS GOING ON,YOU'LL NEVER BE THE SAME
YOU'VE LOST SOMEONE WHO WAS YOUR WORLD, NOTHING CAN BE DONE
NOT AS EASY AS THEY SAY
TIME NEVER HEALS NO ONE
AN ANGEL YOU’RE SEEKING
FEW FEATHERS TO APPEAR
SIGN YOUR STILL NEAR
TEARS THEY NEVER STOP
EVEN WHILE YOU SLEEP
TEARS THEY RUN SO DEEP
OH IM BROKEN & HURT JUST CANT TAKE ANYMORE
I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE
FEELINGS HARD TO IGNORE
REMEMBERING THE TIMES
WHEN WE KISSED BYE BYE
AS YOU DROVE AWAY WE LOVINGLY LOCKED EYES
So nobody came this afthernoon. I have no idea why. Like i have said before, I was told things would be normal again in April and this is May. Nothing changed back. Last friday i signed forms again. I never did agree to keep things this why. I was told she is gonna call the cassworker to ask for more Funding. I guess i need to do another review for it again... I'M guessing inot everyone gets the same So nobody came this afthernoon. I have no idea why. Like i have said before, I was told things would be normal again in April and this is May. Nothing changed back. Last friday i signed forms again. I never did agree to keep things this why. I was told she is gonna call the cassworker to ask for more Funding amount. Just annoying. I just wish people followed thriugh with what they say. My $ was supppose to start back up again by now. #TheMighty #MightyTogether #MentalHealth #Anxiety #anxious #Depression
I really have no idea. Sometimes being on this APP makes me feel worse . Just sometimes reading posts drain you like watching the news. This APP needs more uplifting posts. Words of hope and postiveity/ Sometimes it feels just the same has reading news that is full negativeyy/
I just don't feel any hope on here/