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Falling Apart
My husband states he fell out of love with my the last two years after I stopped taking Zoloft and going to treatment for my depression and anxiety. He cares for me as a friend but doesn’t think he will ever be able to have feelings of love or intimacy with me again. I hate what this disease does to me. Makes me so weak and I oblivious. I am heartbroken and I feel so alone. He states that he is not good enough or the right person for me as he couldn’t help me. And that for his happiness he doesn’t think he can be with me. He also states that in my heart he doesn’t think I want to be with him either. It makes me feel like he really doesn’t understand it’s the disease, not me inside doing this. He states he hasn’t made a final decision, he is still trying to understand his feeling first but based on our discussions, I don’t feel any hope. He’s worried that it’s not fair to me to wait, that it may jeopardize my recover. I just met with a therapist Wednesday. She suggested that I don’t act with fear as it is over to show him love instead of a self fulfilling prophecy of fear. How can I do that? My heart is breaking.
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